Where do we go from here?
Sep. 29th, 2006 11:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I wanted to apologize. I've been so absent lately. Some of you know why. I've been friendslocking my most recent posts and putting them on a filter.
I also don't see that changing any time soon.
I have some things to work through still. I haven't been a very good friend to some, and I feel guilty for that. I want to be there for others. Sometimes I find it hard to do that. I find it hard to do a lot of things, but that's not really my point.
Forgive me if I sound... angsty. I just... a friend gave me his opinion on my situation. I'm really disturbed by his take on things. The thing is? He may be right. And that scares me.
I do have changes made in my own mind about my life. I want to rebuild my life. Who is included in that life is yet to be determined, at least on some fronts. I really am okay right now, but I hate change. Unfortunately, sometimes things can't always stay the same.
But I'm babbling again. I really just wanted to make this post, a public post, for those of you who may have been wondering what happened. Honestly, I'm just trying to keep myself busy these days.
I love you all, you all that are there on my friends list. You mean a lot to me. It probably sounds trite, but maybe some day I'll find a way to thank you personally.
Perhaps I'll start now...
...thank you.
*hugs*
I also don't see that changing any time soon.
I have some things to work through still. I haven't been a very good friend to some, and I feel guilty for that. I want to be there for others. Sometimes I find it hard to do that. I find it hard to do a lot of things, but that's not really my point.
Forgive me if I sound... angsty. I just... a friend gave me his opinion on my situation. I'm really disturbed by his take on things. The thing is? He may be right. And that scares me.
I do have changes made in my own mind about my life. I want to rebuild my life. Who is included in that life is yet to be determined, at least on some fronts. I really am okay right now, but I hate change. Unfortunately, sometimes things can't always stay the same.
But I'm babbling again. I really just wanted to make this post, a public post, for those of you who may have been wondering what happened. Honestly, I'm just trying to keep myself busy these days.
I love you all, you all that are there on my friends list. You mean a lot to me. It probably sounds trite, but maybe some day I'll find a way to thank you personally.
Perhaps I'll start now...
...thank you.
*hugs*
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Date: 2006-09-30 05:34 am (UTC)If you need me, I'm here. I'm holding all kinds of good thoughts for you!
Gabrielle
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Date: 2006-09-30 07:03 am (UTC)marie
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Date: 2006-09-30 02:39 pm (UTC)and the change? maybe it's not as bad as you think
*hugs*
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Date: 2006-10-01 03:47 am (UTC)Thank you. I like that. Regardless of what has happened, I honestly hope for the best still too. So thank you for that. *hugs*
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