Where do we go from here?
Sep. 29th, 2006 11:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
saifaiI wanted to apologize. I've been so absent lately. Some of you know why. I've been friendslocking my most recent posts and putting them on a filter.
I also don't see that changing any time soon.
I have some things to work through still. I haven't been a very good friend to some, and I feel guilty for that. I want to be there for others. Sometimes I find it hard to do that. I find it hard to do a lot of things, but that's not really my point.
Forgive me if I sound... angsty. I just... a friend gave me his opinion on my situation. I'm really disturbed by his take on things. The thing is? He may be right. And that scares me.
I do have changes made in my own mind about my life. I want to rebuild my life. Who is included in that life is yet to be determined, at least on some fronts. I really am okay right now, but I hate change. Unfortunately, sometimes things can't always stay the same.
But I'm babbling again. I really just wanted to make this post, a public post, for those of you who may have been wondering what happened. Honestly, I'm just trying to keep myself busy these days.
I love you all, you all that are there on my friends list. You mean a lot to me. It probably sounds trite, but maybe some day I'll find a way to thank you personally.
Perhaps I'll start now...
...thank you.
*hugs*
I also don't see that changing any time soon.
I have some things to work through still. I haven't been a very good friend to some, and I feel guilty for that. I want to be there for others. Sometimes I find it hard to do that. I find it hard to do a lot of things, but that's not really my point.
Forgive me if I sound... angsty. I just... a friend gave me his opinion on my situation. I'm really disturbed by his take on things. The thing is? He may be right. And that scares me.
I do have changes made in my own mind about my life. I want to rebuild my life. Who is included in that life is yet to be determined, at least on some fronts. I really am okay right now, but I hate change. Unfortunately, sometimes things can't always stay the same.
But I'm babbling again. I really just wanted to make this post, a public post, for those of you who may have been wondering what happened. Honestly, I'm just trying to keep myself busy these days.
I love you all, you all that are there on my friends list. You mean a lot to me. It probably sounds trite, but maybe some day I'll find a way to thank you personally.
Perhaps I'll start now...
...thank you.
*hugs*
